I’m going to *disclose* to you, that I am going through…something…right now. And, I don’t feel like posting the good, the bad, or the ugly. Infertility and chronic illness are wreaking havoc on myself and my relationships, and…
In an effort to wake up my soul, I went to see one of my current favorite artist collectives, Disclosure. I used to love to go to shows and dance all night. For a brief time remembered *how I felt* before chronic illness, marriage, and infertility (all of which have changed me and been the biggest challenges of my life).
I MISS MY FREEDOM.
From sickness, from pills, from doctors, from arguing with my husband, from mourning babies I lost and from infertility.
I DON’T CARE.
I have grown apathetic to the world around me, and really only interested in what’s going on *inside* me.